Last night Justin and had some seriously wild sex in the back of my car. But this is not about the sex. It’s about what took place afterwards. After we got out of my car and came back into the house we sat on the couch to watch tv. I settled in laying my head in his lap when he leans in and kisses me. As he sat back up he says, “Babe we need to talk.” I am thinking to myself “Uh oh” but I respond, “Ok, about what?” He says about the wedding. Like any normal female I start to worry that he is backing out of it so I sit up and I must of had a worried look on my face because he looks at me, grabs my face, and says, “Sweetie not in a bad way. I mean we need to start busting our asses because it’s a few days away.” That was a big phew! However, he was right. We get married with Justice on the 4th of October at 10pm and our reception is on the 5th. So we sat there making sure everything goes according to the way we plan it. We have the witnesses for the wedding, my bouquet, my dress and his suit, the food is being catered by his cousin, the cake and Tru:Blood fountain by Mai, invites went out in the mail this morning. Reception will be in our backyard.
When he finally fell asleep last night I sat there doing some serious thinking about our future together. I had joked around with earlier during the day saying I should change him if for no other reason than to keep him next to me during the day so I could sleep well. That’s one reason but honestly I want him to be around for eternity. I don’t want to see him get old, sick, and weak and then die. I know it sounds selfish of me but I need him near at all times. I love him too much to see him go out like that and even though my heart no longer beats it beats for him. The loss will kill off that. I thought and thought some more about changing him as my wedding gift to him on our honeymoon or right after it. I am still undecided on the when but I know that he will be changed soon.
- Vampire Elena
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